looking forward to something
i am looking forward to establishing a routine this week. boo’s school schedule was somewhat truncated last week, but things are full-blown this week and i can’t wait to get things settled down. the buns has to get back on schedule too. he used to sleep through the night and now he wakes up sometime between 2-4 AM.
this kills me because i’m low functioning insomniac. once i get up during these hours, it’s well after 5:00 AM before i am asleep again. but you’re a stay-at-home, can’t you sleep during the day when your baby sleeps. the answer is yes, duh. but i don’t like to spend my time that way. when the buns is sleeping, i’d rather be doing stuff, packing up clothes or looking up Keith Olbermann on the internet. fun stuff.
i read last night that you have to love the moment you are in. even if it sucks, love it. don’t love it for being craptastic though, find something nice to love. so here it goes: this morning the buns spit up on me. on my pant leg. and i haven’t changed pants because the spit up smell is canceling out the cigarette smell that seems to be lodged in my nasal cavity. for this i am grateful. i’d rather smell cute baby boy spit up than smoky cigarettes.