the rabbit hole
so now that we have a date for the induction, time has stopped. it can’t come soon enough. i feel huge and tired and crabby and i just want it done.
i want to meet our bunny.
i want to get past this point of just hanging - limbo - waiting and move on.
everyone that i’ve talked to about having a second child tells me that yeah, the experience loses it’s shine. and for me part of the missing sparkle is not having my mom around.
but there is also this fierce (sorry christian lovers) sense of pride. we ARE doing this. and it’s one of those things that really makes me grateful for my family. bunny, hubbin, and boo family - not the other family. my family. the one i made, the one i run.
but enough with the heartburn and sore belly already. i want this bunny out if it’s rabbit hole and into the spring.