uneventful
i don’t want to bore you with details, but that last couple of days have been rough. i’ve been struggling with comfort, as most 36 week pregnant women do. but i’ve also been struggling with matters at home too. stuff with hubbin and family.
my dad and annie oakely left for Arizona yesterday and i’m wildly jealous. i’d love to head down there, warm up and dry out. but then last night i had major pregnancy pains and i panicked. with them gone, i have no one, NO ONE to call and help out.
if something had happened last night, we’d of had to pack boo up and take her with. and god forbid if i had gone into labor, hubbin would have had to take care of her rather than me. now, i wouldn’t have it any other way, but you can see why this isn’t the most desirable of situations.
hubbin’s family is really tied up with baby A. and i get that. baby A is home now and doing great, but needs constant care. constant. and they are an hour away. the lovely SIL and her boy are on a cruise, so we can’t call them. and CK and his wife, well, yeah, but boo doesn’t really know them and i’d hate to impose on such short notice for who knows how long. they both work too, so if days off were needed….it would just be a lot for them to deal with.
so i panicked and that made it all worse. but i didn’t go into labor. and i KNEW i wouldn’t but it was just that moment of “oh shit, this is going to happen eventually.” and we are sooo not prepared. sooooo not prepared.