mydarlingcurse.com

at some point i will probably offend you. i will say something that i think pushes the envelope and it will come out all wrong and i will lose someone in my life for awhile - since in my world there is no such thing as “quick forgivness”. everyone feels they need to teach me a lesson in how i treat people - so they stay away for a very long time.

this happened to my old bff “dave” and it’s happened between me and psycho jen a hundred times - they call it the madonna complex. and today on jcsg’s site i made some snarky comments about giving up sleep and dawson’s creek in order to have a baby.

one of her dear friends nailed me for it - and i can aprreciate having your grrls’ back. but this galpal has no idea what i’ve gone through to have my sweet little boo - and while jcsg does - i’ve realized that maybe my comments could have been taken the wrong way, and it kills me to think that i’ve hurt someone so dear to me.

but it’s true, it’s only matter of time before i say something that you’ll take as rude or insensitive. and i don’t mind getting nailed for it. i think self-checks are good, but i tend to take it too far and will probably stop talking and commenting for a month.

not here of course, here is where i let it all out.